I've not had the best luck when it comes to "love", so to speak. The only real boyfriend I've ever had sexually assaulted me and the one man that I was in love with never loved me enough to choose me. I met someone that I thought could really fit me. We seemed so compatible. He was like me, only a dude. But I guess there are some things that aren't meant to be. Maybe I said too much too soon. But I felt backed into a corner with constant questions.
My brother tells me that it's all a "game" these days and that if you don't play the "game" then you're not going to get anywhere. I am 26 years old. I do not feel like playing any games and if I have to play one to find someone? I don't know that I want to find someone. I don't trust easily and it takes a lot to gain it so once you have it, you better be careful with it because if you lose it, you won't be getting it back. Maybe that makes me a bitch and maybe it means I won't ever find love. I don't know. I like to think that some guy out there will want to take me on as is. I guess we'll see what happens in the future.
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